I want the Fairy Tale...

Does the fairy tale even exsist?? Ya, know going through my divorce and being alone now for almost 3 years has made me bitter, meaner and just down on love. All I have ever wanted is to be loved and adorded! I have always believed that REAL love is out there and I will one day find it if I'm patient enough....But lately I have questioned all I have believed in.... When will I find that someone meant for me! That has all the qualities I'm looking for! I guess going through my divorce has made me SO picky too! I want it all and am not going to settle this time! When is it my turn?

Getting into the blogging world and reading all my old friends blogs and reading how wonderful their marriages are and how happy they are....has really made me step back and want more! I want those things too! I hope one day I will have all I'm looking for! A wonderful husband who will love my children like his own and love and cherish me! But until then I will live through all of you....

I want the fairy tale...

Favorite pics from 2008...

This year has been a good one... Filled with lots of exciting things. Bike riding, swimming, missing teeth, school, and lots of playing. My babies are growing up! It's so fun to see their pesonalities and the crazy things they say. Even though there are hard days where I'm about to lose my mind nothing is more rewarding then being a mom. I live for the "snoodles" and kisses that they give me and the "Mom, you are so pretty" They are such sweet little boys and I'm lucky to call them mine!

A-dog and mommy....

Paul and us girls....

Pop City and his girls...

Cute boys on Thanksgiving day....heading to Grandma's...

Xavy and Mommy...

Halloween... The Hulk and blue Power Ranger..

The Birthday boy Xavy and his new DS...

My cute neices and I with David A.'s mom at the American Idol Concert...

Aiden being a shark...

Summer fun...

Look at those faces...

School boys....