Football! Go Xavy!..

Xavy and his trophy..

The huddle..

Go Eagles..

Caught Xav in his famous MJ Pose! lol..

His new mohawk made him run faster!

Xav just finished up playing football! We have been at the field every night for 4 weeks! It has been fun and he loved playing! He had quite a cheering section too! His loud aunts and grandparents! The team did good and they really learned a lot! I'm so proud of him! Don't you just love his MJ dance moves on the field!? He is SO crazy! That's my boy! =)

Go Aiden!..

Aiden and his trophy!

Go number 3!

Hitting the ball..

Little Aiden just finished playing T-ball with his team the RED SOX He had SO much fun playing! It was so cute watching those little kids play.. They actually starting getting the hang of it as the games went on! He was so excited to get his trophy at the last game! My little man is sure growing up! *tear* lol..

Lost for words...

As long as we have each other... we will make it through...

I have mixed feelings about this movie.. I loved it but it also put us in a funky mood... It hits REALLY close to home for kids with divorced families.. Dealing with the anger and hurt. On the car ride home, Xavy got really quiet and I turned and asked him if he liked the movie and he said yes, but I REALLY miss my daddy. I just want to be with him forever! I then asked what about me and he said you too, mommy. I just WANT US TO BE A FAMILY! with tears streaming down his face.. He then turned his head and looked out the window to hide the tears from me. I stayed looking forward because I couldn't fight my OWN tears... After a couple minutes of silence and sniffling from both us.. I asked him if he was okay. He said that he was and I then said Xavy I love you! He said I love you too, mom. I then said Xavy WE ARE A FAMILY and we ALWAYS will be! He said okay.. When we got home I hugged him tight and put him to sleep... he seemed like his old self.. But I sit here now with a heavy heart and tears ready to come at any second. Oh how I wish I could take away his pain! I wish I had better things to say to him! I wish I could give him the FAMILY dynamic he SOOOO craves and wants! I hurt for him!

So we are in a funky mood tonight... The movie is beautiful in many ways but just maybe too close to home for some..

I wish SO bad I knew the right things to say to Xavy.. I feel so helpless sometimes.. I wish he didn't have to hurt.. I know that hurt all too well and my heart breaks that my son has to go through it too!

Just wishing I knew the right things to say...

Happy Day to ME!..

Today is my BIRTHDAY!! I always get SO excited when my season comes around! I'm not excited about getting old though! :p
Ash and B took the boys shopping last night and they wrapped a present and this morning the boys gave it to me.. I got a new camera, Season 5 Grey's Anatomy and a scarf and glove set! It is the most spoiled I have been in YEARS! and the day has just begun! =)

Baby Xavy...

These are the baby pics I wanted to post on Xavy's Birthday blog.. Wasn't he just so cute and squishy!? I sure miss his baby face! =)

Happy Birthday, Xavier...

Happy Birthday, Xavy!
I'm a little late on this post.. But my first born turned 7 on Sept. 24th! Oh how the time has flown by! He had his first friend party at Bouncing off the walls and had SO much fun! All his friends came and he got all the Star Wars Lego's he could want! =) Xavy has grown up so much and is such a good boy and a GREAT big brother... He loves to be center of attention and is always trying to make his friends in his class laugh! (sometimes this gets him in trouble) ;) He is loving first grade and is doing so good in school. I'm so proud of him!
He just started playing flag football and is loving it! He is REALLY into Michael Jackson music and makes me play over and over and OVER again! He has all the songs and dance moves down! He wants to be MJ for Halloween! It's pretty funny... You should see his moves! (crotch grab and all!) :/ hee hee..
I can't believe 7 years ago I became a mom to this sweet boy!

Now for some Xavy stats:
He was born at 8:57 am
He weighed in at 8 lbs. 10 oz.
He was 19 and a half inches tall.

He came out as independent as he is today! Never had any newborn characteristics. Held his held up form day one, always wanted to be faced outward. He was the biggest baby in the nursery and made eye contact the very day he was born! I can just see those big blue eyes looking at me through the clear plastic crib thing they bring the babies in.

Happy Birthday, my Xav the babe! I love you so much!

Fall...

Fall is here....

I Love this time of year... Snuggly socks and blankets..
Pumpkins and colorful trees! Football games..

Oh and MY SEASON is just around the corner... ;) My birthday for those of you that may not know what MY SEASON is! hee hee...

Happy Fall..

The boys are playing Flag football and T-ball right now... Pics to come soon! =)