Saturday, March 12, 2011

What's new...

My cute Heart wreath...
I fell down the stairs.. I struggle..
The snake skin heels...
My shoe game is on point these days.. ;)
I may or may not have a Valentine this year..
These flowers made it packed in a suitcase..
Working on my FEH Autoships.. These snake skin bracelets went in the April Auto ship..
Working on May's Floral trend... Look at the cute Bee topping.. :)

Things have been going really good lately..  The kids are doing well... I'm loving work. I get to come up with products and things to go in a monthly Auto ship that goes out to our For Every Home customers. It's all trend driven.  Each month is a different trend and it's been so fun to trend watch and get the latest scoop on colors, fragrances and patterns..
And yes, this Valentines was so fun and so full of LOVE...  Things are starting to look up for Miss Stefy! :)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Arizona for Doodle's 1st Birthday...

 Cousins...
 They missed each other...
 Grandma and the boys...
 Me in the Lego store...
 Xav and the doodle..
 He loves pillow pets...
 New Vans...
 Swimming of course...  Pop watching...
 They love the ipad...
This little guy is 1 now... :)

We went to Arizona again for my Doodle's (aka baby Liam) 1st Birthday! He is one! i can't believe it! We all  just adore him to death. He gets pretty overwhelmed because we all want a piece of him. He is just too cute and we all miss having a baby around. We miss them so much! It was great to get together and celebrate his big day. Grandma and Grandpa Paul, Pop City, Us, and Kim and Jake came down and we had cupcakes and sang to him. It was so fun to be with the fam.. More Birthday pics to come... :)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

I'm not perfect...

You ever feel like you aren't doing a good enough job being everything your kids need?.. 
Lately I have been feeling like there aren't enough hours in the day..  It seems like nothing ever gets done..  The house is always a mess, laundry is always overflowing, kids fighting... It's crazy.. By the time I get home home from work and pick up the kids at 2 different schools and cook dinner and clean it up..  Im so tired and housework gets pushed aside.. and then when the weekend comes all I wanna do is relax... I need to get more organized and get the kids helping out more.. 
Sometimes I feel like I'm failing them because they are so spoiled and starting to show signs of being brats if you will..  It makes me so upset..  I want them to take care of their things and have good attitudes and appreciate what they have and respect me and know how hard I try and give them the things they need and want.. being a parent is hard and nothing can prepare you for it..  I only hope that at the end of the day...  the bad days when I'm yelling at them to clean up their messes and the good days when things seem to run smoothly..  that they will know in their hearts that mommy does love them and that I'm trying my best to do a good job but I'm not perfect...

Sorry for the rant folks... now off to fold the laundry piled high on the living room couches... there is a pile on each couch and chair. :/